Boo Boo Central

It was now June and I was having fun hitting the beach twice a week with Yahyra and spending my nights at the bars and clubs three nights a week. As much as I knew I had to meet sombody new and stay away from Evan I could'nt help but want to try and be Evan's friend. Okay maybe there was still a little bit of hope that something more might happen between us, I'm not even going to try and lie about that, but still the nieve side of me likes to see the best in people, even if it doesnt exist, and I try to be friends with everybody. Most nights would consist of me going out to a club pretty much knowing I was going to run into Evan and try to keep his attention on me for as long as possible. By the middle of June Evan's best friend Rob began talking to me more. We would dance and sit and chat and he'd flirt with me. Prior to this the evil side of me had contemplated flirting with Rob and leading him on just to make Evan pay attention and get him jealous. I know that's kind of messed up but hey you do what you got to do. Anyway Rob aparently had taken an intrest in me and asked Evan if it was alright if we hung out and Rob got my cell phone number. I decided to give this a try strictly on a friend only basis. It was a little uncomfortable at first because I didnt want Evan to think I was totally not interested in him anymore but at the same time I wanted to rub it in his face. Rob and Evan's birthday's were coming up. Rob's was the June 15th and Evan's was June 17th. I decided I was going to get them both a little something. The day before Rob's birthday I stopped by his job and gave him a birthday card and a couple of lighter's that had some cute sayings on them. He was so happy and thought it was sweet that I had done that. That night I got a text message from Evan saying that he thought what I did was cool of me. I knew Evan was going to hear about it and I was kind of hoping it would make him jealous but I was actually glad he was cool about it and it made me feel like maybe we could actually be friends. Truthfully I was starting to like Rob more and more each time I saw him. The night before Evan's birthday we all went to Lux to celebrate. I met one of his friends named Jay who was actually from the same town I'm from. He was trying to hook up with me all night. He thought I was with Rob at first but when I told him that we were just friends I guess he thought I was free game. We went to his car to talk but all he wanted to do was make out which was the grossest experience ever. Eww I gag just thinking about it. I guess he knew that I had liked Evan cause he started saying things like "you know Evan has a boyfriend right?" I thought maybe he was talking about Evan's ex so I said " I know he had one that broke up with him on Christmas" but Jay said "no he has one now" this made me mad but I acted like it didn't bother me. I wasnt really angry at the fact that he was seeing somebody. I was angry at the thought that he might have been seeing somebody while we were doing our little thing and I felt like I had been used and made to follow him around like a little puppy. I wanted to go back inside and as we were getting out of the car Evan was walking in the parking lot with somebody and saw us and all he could do was scream at us "OH MY GOD" He thought we had hooked up in the car and I made it blatantly known that nothing happened. At this point I just wanted to leave but I still wanted to see Rob so I gave Evan his present which was a tee-shirt, cigerette's, a card, and candy and went inside. As I was walking towards the entrence Jay says to me "you know Evan let that guy suck his dick tonight" refering to the guy Evan was with in the parking lot. Then he said "he's probably letting him suck it again" all I could think was "keep pushing the knife Jay it feels real good in my back." We found Rob but he was getting ready to leave with Evan so he kissed me goodbye on the cheek and pulled me to the side. He asked me if I was hooking up with Jay and I told him "Hell no" he looked relieved and said "you would hook up with me first right?" I told him yes and he seemed happier. I thought that was so cute that he was nervous that I liked Jay and not him. I was now stuck at the club with Jay who was still trying to get me drunk so I would do stuff with him. I gave him fifteen minutes of my time after Rob and Evan left and then told him I had to go. It was now 2:30 in the morning and all I wanted to do was go home and sleep because I was so angry about what I found out about Evan. Jay walked me to my car and I regretably gave him my number and we kissed goodbye (gag me)