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I could not get over what I had heard from Jay about Evan. That Saturday I got a call from Rob saying he
wanted to hang out with me at Sutra. I decided to go to take my mind off things. When I got there I met Rob's friend Lenny
who had a huge crush on Rob and kept trying to flirt with him and kept touching him. Rob wanted nothing to do with that. He
had met Lenny online and they decided to meet to try and hook up but Rob didn't like what he saw. So Rob had been trying to
ditch him for like a month or so. Rob kept wispering in my ear "save me" we devised a plan that we would flirt and be all
over each other when ever Lenny was around so he would think Rob wanted me instead of him. I know that's evil but it was fun
and I realized that Rob and I had a lot more in common then Evan and I ever did or probably even could. I talked to Rob about
what went on at Lux that past Wednesday and Rob assured me that Jay was lying and just trying to make me mad so that I would
hook up with him. He said he was Evan's best friend and that he would know if Evan had a boyfriend. That made me feel better.
At one point Lenny wanted to dance but Rob and I weren't in the mood so we told him to go dance and we would wait outside
for him. We planned to start making out as soon as we saw Lenny coming back outside. We waited about 5 to 10 minutes and we
were like "I don't think he's coming back" we went inside and danced and did our own thing and then we went outside again
and talked and joked about Lenny. It was getting late and I was getting ready to go. Rob said to me "This sucks" and I was
like "What sucks?" he said "I was looking forward to making out with you but Lenny never came back" he looked so cute. I said
to him "If you want to make out with me you can" so we had our first kiss and it was nice but I told him he tasted like cigerettes.
He popped a mint and we made out some more. I heard some girl say "Aww look their in love" and we just looked at each other
thinking that was funny. He walked me to my car and we hugged and kissed goodbye. He told me he was so glad I came out with
him and I said I had fun. We talked everyday that week and we planned to go to Sutra again that Saturday. I thought I was
going to meet Rob outside Sutra I called his phone but there was no answer. I waited almost an hour before I decided to go
home. I went to Yahyra and told her what happened and then I got a call but I didnt recognize the number. I listend to the
voicemail that was left and it was Evan screaming at me for getting mad at him for what happend at Lux. It was the night before
Pride in the city so I called Evan at 4:00 in the morning knowing he had just left the club and could hear me. We talked about
what happened and he assured me that Jay was just a sleaze who was trying to get in my pants. We hung up on good terms but
I felt really embarassed. I didn't go out or call anyone that whole next week. Finally on the Fourth of July I decided to
go visit Rob at his job. Everything seemed to be fine between us and he invited me over to his house to watch movies since
we both really were'nt into the whole firework thing this year. I went that night and met his parents. We went out for Italian
Ices and watched some fireworks but then we went inside and watched a movie. After the movie we started making out heavily
on his bed and a few pieces of clothing were removed but I took control of the situation and told him we had to stop. He understood
and I told him I wasn't ready to sleep with him yet. The next night we went swimming in his pool and we started a movie but
began making out heavily again. One thing lead to another and I knew I was ready. We had sex and were done by the time the
ending credits of the movie were on. We joked around and I said "I'm glad I wanted to watch a movie. All I saw was the opening
credits and ending credits." We held each other and talked about how we both didn't want anything from this. We just wanted
to go about how we were and if something developed then that would be great but we were not going to try and force something
to happen. We talked everyday again that week and as hard as I tried to fight it I was falling deeper and deeper into something
I may not have been ready to handle.
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