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Rob and I went on acting like friends like before. At college Yahyra and I thought this guy in our class,
named Peter, was cute and had been trying to have conversations with him all summer. We both swore there was no way he was
straight so one day I decided I'll ask him. One day after class we were all walking and I told him I wanted to ask him something
but I made him promise not to get mad. Then I just flat out asked him "are you gay, straight, bi?" He looked at me and said
"what are you" I said I was gay and turned it back to him his response was "I'll get back to you" that weekend Yahyra and
I went to see Spiderman 2 and Peter was text messaging us. In one message he put "To answer your question I've been with one
guy and many girls" that was an interesting evening. That Saturday I went to the new Sutra. They moved a few towns away. I
went to hang out with Rob but Rob brought Evan and he was acting a little distant towards me. So I left him alone and made
him come to me. Meanwhile I met ths guy named Andrew that night. He had been in an accident and had a brace around his knee.
He was a self proclaimed actor but had never actually been in anything. He was really sweet and actually danced really well
considering he barely had full use of his leg. I pretty much blew Rob off for the rest of the night and hung out with Andrew.
While we were dancing some guy came up to me and asked if I had a boyfriend cause his friend wanted to meet me. I said yes
and when the guy asked who I grabbed Andrew and said him. Andrew thought that was pretty funny and we exchanged numbers. Before
I left I found Rob, kissed him goodnight, and made plans to come over and mess around the following night. That Sunday afternoon
Andrew called me and we talked a little bit. He knew that Rob and I had our little thing or whatever you want to call it and
he was cool with it. I made sure he knew where I stood on the whole dating thing. I told him I was just looking to hang out
and have fun and if something were to develop with somebody by the end of the summer then that would be cool but I'm not trying
to force something to happen with anybody. I also told him that I don't hook up with somebody I just met. He knew Rob and
I were just friends but he also knew that we were sleeping together so he knew that it was a tad bit more complex then most
friendships. That night I went to Robs and we did our thing but I think I may have crossed a line I shouldn't have crossed
so soon. After we were done I asked him if I could spend the night and although he played it off I think he freaked out and
thought maybe I was trying to push him into a relationship faster then he was ready to be in one. He said no cause his parents
flip out if he doesnt give them advance notice. So I was cool with that and left after a while. Three days past and I hadn't
talked to Rob. He either was not answering his phone or he wasnt calling me. I was concerned but at the same time I was still
talking to Andrew. Not to sound like a slut but at least I had a backup plan lol. That Wednesday Andrew and I hung out at
the mall and made plans to go to Lux. Before he got in his car to leave the mall I leaned in and kissed him on the lips. That
night we just hung around Lux talking and dancing then we spotted Evan but we just said hi and kept to ourselves. Andrew questioned
the kiss from earlier in the day because he remembered I said I don't hook up with anybody I just met. He wondered if that
was our first date or if Lux was our first date. I said I guess Lux was cause to me the mall was just hanging out. We kissed
goodbye and we went home. That night at 3:30 in the morning I got a call from Andrew saying he was at a red light when Evan
pulled up next to him. Evan asked if I was with him and Andrew said no. Evan then told Andrew to pull over for a minute. Evan
asked Andrew if we were together and Andrew said no that tonight was our first date. Evan then began to talking about me to
Andrew. He said that I'm clingy and to be careful amongst other things I'm sure.
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